$ayumi's Ro0m

2011-08-07T22:41:00.003+08:00

OMGOSH! The last time I posted was 12 July!!! It's been almost a month! Yes. And also almost a month since my blog got screwed =_____= I guess nobody's gonna read this post. I hope blogger fixes this problem soon. LIKE SERIOUSLY. I need to start blogging properly again. My English, my sentence structure, the way I express myself. It's all over the place now.

Maybe I should start reading books again too. Yep, I kinda miss reading books. Not that I was a bookworm in the first place, but yeah. Lol. Okays back to mugging! Studying Aerospace Physics right now. Test on Thursday. And I have 8more chapters to go. Took me a whole freakin hour to figure out one freakin question. BLOODY HELL.

2011-07-12T02:46:00.002+08:00

I'm not an anime freak. I'm not a Japanese freak. I'm not a K-pop freak. I don't listen to the radio. I don't have a specific genre which I listen to. I'm not a cosplayer. I don't play the guitar. I'm not a gamer. I don't read books. I don't even do homework or study. I'm not a good sister. I'm a horrible daughter. I don't cook. I don't clean. I don't watch TV. I don't watch dramas. I don't watch movies. I'm not into makeup. I'm not into fashion.

Seriously what the hell am I?
What do I do?

I don't do anything.
I avoid everything.

An empty vessel drifting through life.

2011-07-12T01:16:00.002+08:00

I like meeting new people. It's refreshing and easy. Haha easy? I don't know. Maybe it's wicked of me, but.. I enjoy meeting new people. Cause... With new people, you don't really expect anything from them. And they don't really expect anything from you either. It's easier.

It's easy to be nice to people who you know nothing about. It's easy to start a conversation. "What's you name? What are you studying? Nice weather" Simple, standard conversation.

I don't know what's wrong with me, but I kind of panic once things start to... Go really well. I feel like an asshole. Yknow. But really, I'm just a wanderer. I'm better off just wandering.

I am similar to that of a slut.

I know this and I feel horrible.

2011-07-09T17:17:00.002+08:00

I totally forgot I had this!
Ugagagagagaga its dam niceee.
Love Japanese chocolates ♥

2011-07-09T16:37:00.004+08:00

Straight from Fundamentals of Flight lab, I brought my plane to Kendo.
After training we played haha! Gosh it was so much fun. xD
With MK, Kai Xin, Jessa and Bell Bell.

Captain talked to me! Hahaha like omg k. keehee >w<

2011-07-09T16:24:00.004+08:00

Left picture is 2010 batch. AS1001
Right picture is 2011 batch. AS1101

Can you see it? Can you feel it! Its the same!
Haha! Cool, ne?~

2011-07-08T00:07:00.002+08:00

If I had a plane, then where would I fly to?
If I had to use my brain for something else, tell me what would I do?

2011-07-04T00:45:00.001+08:00

I get bothered too easily.
And I can't help thinking.. it's me.

LOL DUH IT ISSSS ME. =____=

2011-07-03T02:43:00.004+08:00

Anyways, it's been awhile since I stayed at home to slack.

Woke up at 1pm, watched a little One Piece, fell asleep till 10pm.

2011-07-03T02:33:00.004+08:00

Study at clubroom. Until fall asleep.
See! I so hardworking! hahahahahahahaha
Just had our common test last week.

Maths - Mati, mampos, meninggal.

Electrical Fundamentals - Not enough time. GREAT.

Analog Circuits - FUCK IT. Die and die again. Damnnnnnn frustrating.

Fundamentals of Flight - I'm not so sure :/

Wonder hows my results gonna be like. Haiz. Brace myself. For the ultimate disappointment. So much sadness these days. Not really, but.. yeah. DAMN! NEED CLOSURE!

2011-07-03T02:07:00.003+08:00

This post will be about Mr Eugene Lim.
Mr Eugene Lim the Communication Skills teacher.
The teacher who epicly found us at ECP, gave us KFC, and left.

I liked Comm Skills at first, cause I thought the lessons were quite interesting and the teacher seemed really nice. But that was at first. As the weeks go by, and we started getting assignments, GOD. Now I HATE COMM SKILLS.

Latest assignment is News Broadcasting. Like wth? Are you serious?
Not only that, sir asked us to make it like The Noose. SERIOUSLY??
I'm gonna be a gangster and not do this. I really don't want to do this.

K maybe I'm just angry cause I know I'm not creative. I'm really not. And that's unfair. Leave it to the rest of the team. Amit, Mahirah and Edna. CMI MAN. CMI. EDNA! I leave it to you. Can? This is really bad of me man.. DAMN BAD.

But seriously. I don't like this assignment.
Someone say something. Say something to change this mindset of mine.

Fuck skits and creativity.

2011-07-03T01:05:00.006+08:00

Let's update a bit!

Had BBQ with AS1101 during the 2week study break~ It was great. FUN.

Thursday, 23June. Met the guys at Marine Parade in the morning to buy some last
minute stuff. We met Mr.Eugene Lim at Parkway Parade! So we invited him to the BBQ ah, but he said it was okay, he was waiting for his car or something. Then we headed to East Coast to prepare the food. SUDDENLY! On a bike came Mr Eugene. With 2bags of KFC. "I'm sorry, I just bought some KFC, I was scared I couldn't find you guys. I was looking for you guys for over an hour." Then he went off. SIR! SIAO ARH?! DAYUM. This Communication Skills teacher! Such an epicly good person!!

Haha yea.. Hmmm I don't know what else to say.

Oh. That day, at East Coast Park, there were 2 classes from Irsyad having outing too. Mr.Izzad was there so I said 'Hi' la.. But idk, I felt....a disapproving aura from him for some reason. =_= Or maybe it was just awkward. Lolol. I'm an awkward person? I make other people awkward? Is that it? Lolol kk nvm.

Anyways! Yea! The BBQ was awesome!!! Not bad la.. The food was sufficient and tasty enough. Ran around. Rode the double bike. And when it got darker, we told ghost stories! Nyaha. &&Varrick got his parents to send me home. So goooood! Haha I'm such a leech. What a life!

Not everyone from the class attended, tough. It was only like..
11 out of 23 people. But it's okay! More outings sooon~
Next Tuesday we're watching Transformers woots :D

Sam's Speech

2011-06-28T23:45:00.001+08:00

Sam: "I know. It's all wrong. By rights we shouldn't even be here. But we are. It's like in the great stories, Mr. Frodo. The ones that really mattered. Full of darkness and danger, they were. And sometimes you didn't want to know the end. Because how could the end be happy? How could the world go back to the way it was when so much bad had happened? But in the end, it's only a passing thing, this shadow. Even darkness must pass. A new day will come. And when the sun shines it will shine out the clearer. Those were the stories that stayed with you. That meant something, even if you were too small to understand why. But I think, Mr. Frodo, I do understand. I know now. Folk in those stories had lots of chances of turning back, only they didn't. They kept going. Because they were holding on to something."

Frodo: "What are we holding onto, Sam?"

Sam: "That there's some good in this world... and it's worth fighting for. "

Dayum. I had shivers down my spine (;

In the mood for LOTR ♥♥♥♥♥♥

2011-06-20T23:34:00.004+08:00

Just want to say I'm back.

I'm busy.

and I have sexily cute kendo seniors. HAHA.

and my fat body is in pain right now.
Ate too much in Malaysia. I gained 2kg no joke.

Lovin kendo sfm woohoo!~

2011-06-16T03:58:00.002+08:00

Going off to Pahang in a few minutes.

I'm gonna miss Kendo (like literally. gonna miss training on Friday). Gonna miss Captain. Gonna miss cute Vice President. Gonna miss cute seniors. Gonna miss studying. Gonna miss clubhouse. Gonna miss AS1101. Gonna miss twitter.

Cheyh. Only going for 4days. HAHAH. So drama.

Please pray for me.
8hour car ride with SD. \\headesk

2011-06-15T06:43:00.002+08:00

Should I post something?

Well it's term break right now. But doesn't really feel like it. Studying for Common Tests. We got 4 CT modules! I've only covered most of Electrical Fundamentals. Hmmm.. It's gna get more hectic after Common Test. Management project which is like 30%. and Stupid Communication Skills assignment. The shit, man. COMM SKILLS IS THE STUPIDEST MODULE EVER. No offence, Mr.Eugene. You're a really great person and a good lecturer, but I hate hate hate your module.

Anyways I'll be leaving for Pahang tomorrow morning. like WOW, right?! Stepping out of Singapore for the first time in THIRTEEN years. Hehe. I'm guessing we're going bird watching? Parents bought binoculars and stuff. Will be back on Sunday.

I have lecture today. =w= Then Kendo clubroom cleaning.
Athletics having outing at YCK stadium too.

I wonder what'll happen today.
Half worried. Half blah.

I totally screwed myself, man.

Here's a picture of a giraffe.

I get bothered too easily.

2011-06-08T01:05:00.002+08:00

You know what I realized?
Ever since school started, every time I say
"Shall post more later", I usually won't. HAHA.
Busy woman, babe.

And although I'm on the computer for God knows how long each day, I don't really do anything. o_o Like seriously. For example just now, I came home at 9+ and went straight to the computer. And suddenly now it's already 1am. 4hours passed. WTH.

THIS PERPLEXING PHENOMENON I'M EXPERIENCING. SOMEBODY EXPLAIN IT TO ME.
Is this what you call 'Computer Addiction'?? I just did a case study on Internet Addiction Disorder for my first Thinking & Problem Solving Skills assignment. Lol

2011-06-06T02:45:00.003+08:00

17th East-West Kendo Tournament
at Changi Japanese School Dojo

5th June 2011

Shall update more later :)

2011-06-04T23:03:00.001+08:00

SIAL LAAAA. SIAO!!!!!!

Serious I feel half ashamed.

2011-06-02T22:59:00.001+08:00

Sadness and Sorrow.

2011-05-28T22:07:00.004+08:00

I haven't been blogging! For so long!

Socially, poly's been really great!
Academically, well, I guess it's gradually getting better. SLOWLY.

First Communication Skills E-Quiz 9/10.
First Maths test 18.5/20
First Aerospace Physics test 10/10

Another Maths and Aerospace Physics test this coming week. Plus Management test. Plus another Communication Skills presentation. Andddd a Cross Cultural Communications presentation. CRAZY WEEK AHEAD!

Here, I'll put up more pictures.

So touched. I love my classmates TTwTT

THANKS KELLY, FOR THE HUGE CARD!
And FEON FOR THE AWESOME EVANGELION CARD!

Parents bought me a watch. I kinda like it :))

2011-05-22T04:53:00.003+08:00

Fundamentals of Flight just got interesting :)
In the coming 3weeks, we'll be making a total of 6different designs of planes.

I still don't understand bread board.
Lab practical I die.

Last Friday I wore jubah to school~ I want more jubahs.
So I can wear them to school more.

Vesak Day holiday.
Watched Priest with Feon, Amirrul, Helmi and Varrick.
Great day! <3

2011-05-19T20:02:00.002+08:00

What is this feeling?
I feel stupid. and loser-ish. and bad. horrible. damn wicked.

I.feel.so.horrible.

I just want to disappear right now. omg.

2011-05-19T01:28:00.003+08:00

Maybe it's really not meant to be.
I might have to consider changing course.
Maybe I should just drop this and get married.
Maybe I should run away now and die in some shithole.

Mom you don't believe me when I say I CAN'T DO THIS [alone]?
SAY SOMETHING, GOD DAMNIT. SAY SOMETHING.

2011-05-18T23:22:00.002+08:00

Damn insecure siolzxc.
[no need so]Deep down, I still feel like a L O S E R.

2011-05-17T01:52:00.001+08:00

You were so nice when you stayed. like WOW.

2011-05-15T21:31:00.002+08:00

And so I wait.. Cause I know the truth will surface.
It usually takes awhile.. yknow. A very long while.
I delude myself too much and in the end, freak myself out.
HAH. So let's just wait and see.

I'll miss some classes tomorrow. Might even miss the whole day. PLUS KENDO ); I'm getting my toe checked tomorrow. Like finally. After 3weeks since that incident with the pail. My toe's still swollen and it can't move._. So my mom insist that I get it checked.

Thing is.. I dno, I'd rather go to school tomorrow! I can't afford to miss 2hours of Electrical Fundamentals lab, 1hour of tutorial. another 2hours of Analog Circuits lab, 1hour of tutorial. And I certainly don't want to miss Varrick's Internet Addiction presentation! Also Kendo. Lagging behind in Kendo is not a good feeling. I already missed one training last Monday. and when I got back on Friday training, wow. That senior really didn't make any sense to me. I.am.sad. HURR

2011-05-15T01:44:00.003+08:00

Hey~ It's been almost a month since I started schooling at Nanyang Poly.
Aerospace Systems and Management.

It's okay I guess~ Though it's really stressful. Like I'm behind almost all the time. Cause of my slow slow brain. and personally, I think my course have too many modules. 10. TEN. SEPULUH. But poly's been fun! New people, new places, new activities. Love my class. I think I have cute classmates.

Okay to be honest, during orientation, I was actually very disappointed. I thought my poly life would suck! But after getting to know my classmates more, I'm really loving it. Studies, I'm still way behind, but I believe I can do it. Hanging on, catching up. I can do this!

I still think the number of modules is ridiculous though. 10 LIKE WTH. Electrical Fundamental, Analog Circuits, Thinking&Problem Solving Skills, Fundamentals of Flight, Engineering Mathematics, Introduction to Management, Communication Skills, Astronomy, Cross-Cultural Communications, Aerospace Physics.

but it's okay.

"Cause we are A E R O S P A C E!"

2011-05-12T01:30:00.001+08:00

Chey me.

Still so busy to update blog? sigh.

2011-05-04T01:18:00.002+08:00

I'm feeling the pressure.
I've never done so much homework my entire life.
2 presentations next week. Tests and quizzes. Worth idk how many %.

Awesome. 3rd week of poly life.

2011-05-02T03:44:00.002+08:00

Oh yeah. I went jogging. Like finally.

When you're jogging late at night, you see a lot of things. and no, not necessarily ghosts. I was jogging at around 11pm to 12, and there was this TWO ANIMALS. An Ah Pek and this girl.. WALAU ok I won't say anymore.

Anyways, I jogged 20rounds! 2km more and it would've been 10km.
ACHIEVEMENT!

2011-05-02T03:30:00.003+08:00

Went to Mad Jack at Nex with Hanisah and Liyana just now~
It's become a usual thing for us to suddenly go out to eat.
FOOD IS GOOOOOD! IT BRINGS PEOPLE TOGETHER!

So anyways, I was feeling brave, so I ordered the EXTREME Beef Blue Mountains with Chips. Dayuuuuuumm!!!!! Half-way through and I was already full! In the end I couldn't finish 1 patty. Lol ok can laaa ehh, 1 patty.. Not so waste. Lucky we didn't order any desserts.

But gah! I feel like having the Wild Boy with Ice Cream right now!
Next time then.. Another food outing~ I still want Sogurt.
And English Carrot Cake! Ugagagagagaga :Q________

Oh. We met Mr Hazrin and his family too! They were passing by Mad Jack. I saw them, and we ran like mad. "MR HAZRIN!!! FAZLI!!!!~~~" Hahahhaha sigh.. I miss my teachers. To name them, I miss Mr Muneer, Mr Esmadi, Cikgu Iskandar, Mr Ismail, Mr Roslan o__o and USTAZAH RABIA! My Speak Japanese CD-ROM is still with her! OTL

Tomorrow is a holiday.
And I have to, HAVE TO, do my school work.

2011-05-01T03:23:00.003+08:00

Shit, man.. I've been slacking a lot!

Tomorrow. I'll mug at the library. OSU.
Then have lunch at Mad Jack. OSU.

Then do some research on Internet Addiction the whole day Monday.
OSU. I can do it! Lets do this!

Steady! Plus Kendo and Sakuran.
OSU!

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LABOUR DAY! Library not opened =_= OTL

2011-04-26T00:19:00.002+08:00

10pm at NYP. AWESOME.

Had Kendo orientation just now 6pm-9pm. Khairunnisa accompanied me. She's such a good friend!! Aha. Anyways, it was FUN. Like seriously. I've never been so happy [in a long while] LOL. Yeah, I really enjoyed it. Even though it was mostly bowing and sitting and sweating.

JOY!

The seniors are friendly, kinda.
OK YA. I LOVE SENIORS.ineedguidance. HAHA.

There's this one senior..I think I've found my motivation.
sigh~~ufufufufufu~

I've concluded that Kendo is damn SEXY.
I am genuinely turned on. LOLLLL. I did not just say that.

HAHA ok la ok la! I'll go sleep now.
Lecture starts at 8 tomorrow. Hope I won't be late!

2011-04-24T01:10:00.002+08:00

Another place you SHOULD NOT eat at.
Laksania.

Again, overpriced and doesn't taste nice at all.
Penang Laksa tasted like Ayambrand's Chili Tuna from the tin.

2011-04-24T00:49:00.003+08:00

Clementi Public Library opening!!!! Damn a lot of people.
We came, we looked, we messed up some books. "Ok... Now what?" LOL
Oh saw Edward. "HELLO, BOSS!" Talked a few seconds then we went off.

Went to IMM to eat. We came across this stupid shop called Streats Hong Kong Cafe. There was a huuuuuge halal sign. So we were like "OMG! HALAL! OK LETS GO". It was lousy. The food, the service, the variety. FUCKING LOUSYYY. Everything was wayyy overpriced.

I got the Stone Pot Beef Rice. and Siew Mai.

Look only like nice. Taste like wtf.
I don't know how they managed to open up several outlets.

PEOPLE. DO NOT. I REPEAT, DO NOT EVER EAT HERE.
The shop name is Streats Hong Kong Cafe.

2011-04-23T22:46:00.002+08:00

Lately I've been feeling rather uneasy(?)
I don't know. Life's just a blah these days.

2011-04-23T08:03:00.003+08:00

I should stop replying to spambots. lol

Anyways, today's the opening of Clementi Public Library!
I'm almost ready to go out. Jhehe. Excited.

2011-04-22T15:30:00.003+08:00

Hi all NYP freshies,

We would like to thank you all for supporting us at our NYP KENDO booth.

The NYP KENDO CLUB orientation training will be held this Monday(25/4/2011).

Time: 6.00 pm to 9.00 pm

Attire: sports attire(Long pants are not advisable because it will be quite warm.)

Venue: Squash court

Directions to squash court: After passing through the gates/ security room at the sports complex, Walk down the corridor all the way and turn left, follow the corridor and the squash court will be on your right.

NOTE: There are maps attached to this email for your information as some of you might not know where the squash court is.

******** FEEL FREE TO BRING YOUR FRIENDS ALONG*************

Mati. Mampos. Shit.
Should I really go with this? Or just... back out?

2011-04-22T02:55:00.001+08:00

And like yesterday, I'll fall asleep in front of the computer.
Without bathing nor changing clothes. OTL

2011-04-21T01:17:00.004+08:00

School today wasn't bad.. Analog Circuits was funn. Diodes, diodes! Mr.Wong isn't a bad lecturer~ Electrical Fundamental was... Forgettable. Wow I seriously can't remember what Mr.Toh taught us. And last but not least, Engineering Maths! Got a hang of Functions and Graphs. I think =_____= Of course, once I'm on my own doing the tutorial questions alone. LOL I'll realise I actually don't get it.

Oh well. A long weekend's ahead. Friday's holiday!
Oh yeah the picture was taken during maths.

Club Crawl! I've already signed up for Kendo. Ohohohoho.
And I'm wondering...whether I made a huge mistake or not.
Gah my whole life's a mistake. This whole aerospace thing.
This NYP thing. This being here. Tsk. k emo moment.-------zzz

I tried abseiling. SCARY SHIET!at first. When the instructor told me to squat and lean backwards. I was like "WTF SERIOUSLY?!" And when he told me to let go slowly, I was like "WHAT?! LET GO??!" But once my feet left the ledge, it was really nice. Hanging in the air.

Wanted to try rock climbing, but din have the confidence.
Skali haven't reach half way, tired already.

Stayed back with Feon till 6+ to catch the Foreign Bodies performance.
Her brother and some of her friends were performing.
It was AWESOME. Wow these people with confidence...

_______________________________

Anyways, the class is progressing!
Had lunch with the gals just now. Except for Maira!hurr
Nyaha awesome (y)(y)(y)

2011-04-19T22:20:00.001+08:00

Stress. I need Mdm Su T_______________T
But it's not like I'm close to her or anything.
T_____T I JUST NEED MDM SU.

2011-04-18T00:30:00.003+08:00

First day of school tomorrow!
Getting lunch tips from FakeNYP. Haha

2011-04-17T18:18:00.003+08:00

Was clearing up my Olevel notes and books when I found some unused graduation cards. So I made paper planes~~ Lol. Getting into the Aerospace mood. This one flew quite straight the first few flights! Then it started to go downwards. Lol k syiok sendiri.

Compiled all the Geography I wrote. Like wah siaaaaa so thick! How many times did I write each topic??? Yeah, I wrote. Not like notes, I wrote the whole thing. Bad way to study, I know! But it was the only way for me.

Found the grad card I half-assed-ly made for AZ. HAHA.
Wow. It looks pathetic. Too bad I forgot to give it to her.

2011-04-16T02:31:00.003+08:00

These pictures are terrifying.

You know. I overheard my brother mention "electrical circuit"
and I went WHAT? WHERE? NO PLEASE \\shiver. lol like some trauma victim.

Anyways, I got the pics from my OGL's fb.
His name's Aaron! Gosh I love that name. It's also the name of the stray cat. She's been missing, btw. It's been over a month now I think? Everyone misses her. T_____T Really, it feels as if...I just lost a person, friend. It was sudden. But she's just a cat! She's not even ours! Haiz.. Still... Aaron T____T

Gah. I don't feel like moving on. But I'm nowhere right now.
I feel like a Cancer. Living in the past.

||Cancers hold past events close to them and often dwell on the past. They have to learn to let go and live in the present instead of spending their time being sick with nostalgia.||

2011-04-16T02:23:00.003+08:00

And I miss running too. Past glory.

2011-04-16T02:22:00.003+08:00

I really miss Clementi. A lot.

2011-04-15T22:30:00.002+08:00

Nobody knows... how happy I am right now.
Lol no la not because Paul is out! That one sad!!!

It's cause.. omg. \\crying of happiness
Omg. Bbysyg. Bbysyg replied my tweet! TTwTT

♥♥♥♥

2011-04-15T10:04:00.004+08:00

~Monday~

0800 - 0950 ELECTRICAL FUNDAMENTALS (lab)

1010 - 1100 ANALOG CIRCUITS (tutorial)

1110 - 1255 THINKING & PROBLEM SOLVING SKILLS

1300 - 1350 Lunch. FINALLY.

1400 - 1600 ANALOG CIRCUITS (lab)

~Tuesday~

0800 - 0950 INTRODUCTION TO MANAGEMENT (lecture)

1010 - 1200 ENGINEERING MATHEMATICS 1A

1205 - 1255 FUNDAMENTALS OF FLIGHT (tutorial)

~Wednesday~

0900 - 0950 ANALOG CIRCUITS (lecture)

1010 - 1100 ELECTRICAL FUNDAMENTALS (lecture)

1110 - 1200 Lunch. Yeah!

1205 - 1350 ENGINEERING MATHEMATICS 1A

~Thursday~

1300 - 1350 AEROSPACE PHYSICS (tutorial)

1400 - 1450 AEROSPACE PHYSICS (lecture)

1510 - 1600 Break :D

1610 - 1700 ELECTRICAL FUNDAMENTALS (tutorial)

~Friday~

0900 - 0950 FUNDAMENTALS OF FLIGHT (lecture)

1010 - 1100 ASTRONOMY

1110 - 1200 CROSS CULTURAL COMMUNICATION

1205 - 1255 Lunch~~

1300 - 1450 COMMUNICATION SKILLS 1

1510 - 1600 Break~~

1610 - 1800 FUNDAMENTALS OF FLIGHT (lab)

2011-04-14T00:24:00.003+08:00

K I'm slowly falling in love. with mah course! woohoo.
*is wearing freshmen Engineering shirt*

Will post about orientation tomorrow :)

2011-04-13T20:29:00.002+08:00

I get bothered too easily.

2011-04-11T21:28:00.003+08:00

Socks from gmarket! ITS SO CUTE. NE?!~
Finally came, after almost 2weeks.
But no complaints! The quality is not bad :D

Orientation tomorrow. Wooh

2011-04-11T11:40:00.004+08:00

I want to try post something sweet/lovey-dovey.

2011-04-11T02:52:00.002+08:00

Haha! This was epic.

The guy at the back is Zhenyu. The guy which...

\\repost\\

We were talking about how flawless this guy's skin was IN FRONT OF HIM.
We were standing in a group, this guy was packing a box. Then like..

RT @chibified

alio- "wahh skin die flawless sey" @saiyumi_
other- "a'ah lah waaaahhhh"
guy- O__O

\\repost\\

sigh~

2011-04-10T22:54:00.006+08:00

Last day of work!!! Jannah, Liyana and I were the only ones.
Because we were asked by Auntie to come back to do Shelf Reading. Which is checking each and every book. Whether they're in their correct places or not.

It was damn quiet. Like ghost town. Quite sad. Peaceful. That...lonely kind of feeling which you could either appreciate, or wish it just wasn't. K I want to cry T____T

This work was seriously damn awesome. It was noisy and chaotic. Yet fun and everyone worked together to get the job done. I've been able to wake up early every morning all these while because I looked forward to going to work each day. Lol wow I must have a damn pathetic life to actually look forward to this job.

But yes! I admit! This period of my life! Though it was short, it was AWESOME.

And at the end, the final goodbye! Team Leader Bee Kee and Auntie Rachel hugged us. LOL awkwardddd. But aww.. And Auntie Rachel said we're the best. Nyaha! We're fun but very good. And she'll call us if there's ever a job for us. Stock taking or something.

TT^TT

kk let's meet new people. OSU. OSUUU!!!

T____T Cannot laa.. I'm still gonna miss everyone.
And the 2nd chance. I failed. Failed to make use of the 2nd chance.
I screwed up the 2nd chance! But it's okay la...
Just a little sad that's all.

Amcm? Promoted to supervisors seyyy. Chey haha.

Clementi Library will open 23rd April. Take note.

2011-04-10T10:28:00.004+08:00

Last day of work! Was awesome. Boss treated us to PIZZA HUT. Like wow?! We've been pestering him actually. "Pizza hut!!! Boss blanaja us ahh~~!" And he actually blanaje-ed! Jyaha we're so awesome.

I hate goodbyes. T____T Especially when you just got to know them. I'm glad I took this Clementi job. Even though it's so far away and the work is much harder. I'm gonna miss this! I'm missing it already!

Well, I wish everyone good luck in life. And hope to meet again.
Please remember me~ Lol.

The last of sorting. Zzzzzz[henyu] waha!

W - Sam's legacy. Will be remembered forever sia!
I'll never be able to look at the letter W the same way ever again.

Liyana and I made goodie bags for everyone. Haha.
"Happy Children's Day!~"

This period of my life. It was great.
Now let's look forward~ to more things ahead~

2011-04-10T07:44:00.004+08:00

Told SD work finishing on Friday. Just so I would have 1 day free to go out.

So I woke up early, went out, as if I'm actually going to work. Took the train. And slept. LOL. Bounced twice and got off at Tiong Bahru. It was 9.30 by then, so I decided to have breakfast at KFC.

SMSed Liyana, cause we planned to watch a movie and then have lunch at Eighteen Chefs. But she couldn't make it! And Azlin, too, wasn't able to make it early. So I bought my movie ticket. Sanctum. 11.50am.

I had 1hour to kill before the movie start. 1 HOUR! at Tiong Bahru. God Tiong Bahru is soooo boring. Zzzzzz[henyu]. Lol. I decided to go to Penin to check out the soccer shop. Reached there, and IT WAS CLOSED. I mean not opened yet. OTL

Sanctum was great. Not bad. There were only 6 people including me in the cinema hall. Lol. Awesomee. Sanctum is seriously not bad! I'd give it.. 6.8/10. I cried twice watching it. Cause it was so touching imo. Haha

Then had lunch~ At Eighteen Chefs~ Student meal - Japanese Curry+Scrambled Eggs Cheese Baked Rice. Lemon Tea. Ice Cream. and +$4 for waffle. *Q* Total spent $11.40. DAMN WORTH IT I TELL YA.

Went to 313. Bought One Piece shirt from Uniqlo. 30% off~
Cause I was lucky Nabilah was on her lunch break!
I totally forgot she was working there. Haha. Woots.

......gah lazy to type sumore.

I'll end by saying I had quite a wonderful day.

Seriously. The cheese. omg the CHEESE. :Q________
I think I ate to much. The waiters were like looking at me weirdly already. OTL Sumore I was alone and taking pictures here and there.with chopper. Wah k I must've looked like total weirdo. Oh well.

At Orchard. This kid so cute! She looks so Caucasian! I was shocked to hear her speak Japanese. Looked at her mom, Japanese. And the kid's name is Nina. So cute! "Nina-chan~" and she had an older sister who looks like Nazihah! So what Justin said was totally true. Nazihah got angmoh face!

These male models. Best pe keje. Stand around, looking beautiful. =w=

2011-04-08T07:24:00.001+08:00

Morning.
Yesterday was totally Yin and Yang.
Laters~

2011-04-08T00:08:00.003+08:00

I.... Crazy day today.
Haven't updated for days. I'll update tomorrow~

Wow. Mixed feelings. It's like.. a lot happened in a short while.

2011-04-06T00:28:00.004+08:00

Time to say goodbye.
Tomorrow's the last day. T____T

2011-03-31T00:23:00.002+08:00

Why am I such a loser.

2011-03-29T00:04:00.004+08:00

I will not laugh at Justin anymore.
If he gets a huge alphabet, I'll be like
"OMG! NVM! YOU SWITCH WITH ME!"
"ALL HAIL JUSTIN! ALL HAIL JUSTIN!"

Sam and Ron didn't come today. And Justin went home early.

You don't realise how important someone is until you lose them.

2011-03-27T23:40:00.001+08:00

Oh my shoes from Gmarket just came also~
The red one. Yay. At last, new shoes.
My old shoe is already 4years old.

2011-03-27T23:24:00.003+08:00

RAINBOW SOCKS!!!

We (Liyana, Jannah, Azlin, Aisya and I) bought rainbow socks from Mini Toons! We're gonna wear them together tomorrow. But aww~ Nazihah and Hanisah didn't buy rainbow socks! Our rainbow series won't be complete. We won't be able to do Rainbow Magic! LOL. k. =w=

We don't wear shoes at work, so now socks is like the sudden craze.
HAHAH. I just bought 6pairs of cute socks from Gmarket XD

2011-03-27T23:20:00.002+08:00

Sam gave me sweet!!

Not really, it was more like..

Me "You want clorets?"
Sam "No, nvm, I got sweet already"
Me "Eh, you got?? I want!!"

LOL.

2011-03-27T00:59:00.006+08:00

3rd day of work.... I can't remember already what happened.

4th day of work.... I CAN'T REMEMBER.
We worked overtime, I think, that day?

5th day of work, which was yesterday (Saturday), was quite slack and fun. Except we were already too exhausted in the first place. One whole week, working from 8.30am to 7++pm. I'm not complaining or anything, just saying. I mean. I love work. Even though it's tiring, I'd rather do this job than stay at home. Moping around, depressed, sleeping all day.

The people there are awesome also. OF COURSE.
WE'RE AWESOME! hahahahaha

Oh, there's this one part. I'm still lol-ing.
We were talking about how flawless this guy's skin was IN FRONT OF HIM.
We were standing in a group, this guy was packing a box. Then like..

RT @chibified

alio- "wahh skin die flawless sey" @saiyumi_
other- "a'ah lah waaaahhhh"
guy- O__O

LOL EPIC.

2011-03-24T01:23:00.002+08:00

Oh. This was dinner today.
Chocolate fondue for dessert~

2011-03-24T01:03:00.005+08:00

Been doing a little shopping at Gmarket lately.
I've just received my Mameshiba earphones. It's cute, ne?~
But the sound quality, of course, isn't that good.
It's like...I'm in a styrofoam box, and the music is playing outside.

So anyways, I hope tomorrow goes well.
But I have a feeling I will screw up big time.
Just a feeling.

2011-03-24T00:21:00.005+08:00

So today!! The second day of working!

I had a feeling that today would be a good day. Lol cause yesterday was already so sucky ttm. Equivalent trade, man. So yeah I woke up, got ready, was early. First person I saw was Justin. Like EH JUSTIN. Thought he didn't want to work haha.

So we sorted, arranged, as usual. SD didn't bother me cause I made sure I called him instead of just smsing. I don't think he knows how to use sms =_= Asked Justin about Isaac and he said Clementi was too far for Isaac. Awwwh!!

Got to know one guy's name, SAM~ Don't need to call him Astro Boy anymore (because he has Astro Boy hair-do). And like all step cool guys, he didn't want my Clorets! See lah. Isaac was the only one you knowww. Sam not bad, but kacau-ing Justin is more fun.

"Do you need help?"
"No, it's ok."
"......Are you sure?"
"Ya"
"Ok. You wan sweet?"
"No, nvm"
"Are you sure?"
"Ya"
"....."
"....."
-2mins later-
"Eh, so you want us to help? You want sweet? Sure or not you okay?"
"No, nvm, it's ok. I finishing already"
"Okay then, we just watch you ah *stares* :3"

HAHA IRRITATING PER.

And also got to know this girl's name. She's so pretty! and petite. Like me! But I'm more sexier lah of course, DUH. Her name is Clemence. NICE NAME, RIGHT! She speaks nice also. So far I've only asked her name. And randomly "BYE CLEMENCE!! 8D" haha. Maybe will try conversing more next time. Like with Yi Ting, slowly. One day, ask name. The next day, ask about school. The next day, we talk and do nonsense already. Haha!

This Clementi Library. There are more people. WAYYY more. The guys I can't even remember them all. Girls is just us (Jannah, Azlin, Iza, Liyana, Naziha, Hanisah and Aisya), Kak Irna and Farah from NEX Lib, Clemence and another 2Chinese girls. Total of 13 girls. And they're saying we must finish buy next week o__o

IMPOSSIBLE. Clementi library is wayy bigger than NEX's.
This is what you call ambitious.

Can you find the 'Aliah in the pile of boxes? HAHA

Lol walau put us together and we'll talk crap non-stop hits.
But today wasn't so bad. We didn't get scolded. Like the first day, every few minutes auntie will have to "Eh gegerllll, what are you doing? Don't play play, stop laughing" T^T Sad, you know.

2011-03-23T23:35:00.002+08:00

Wooh!!!

Yesterday was my first day working again. At Clementi Library.

Wasn't really a very good day. It totally sucked, actually.

-rant start-

fu-- SD kept calling me while I was working. LIKE WTF. He accused me of not wanting to sms him when I reached work. THE FUCK. I SMSED ALREADY. Told him I did, he kept saying stuff implying that I have intentions of disobeying his fucking redundant instructions. WALAU. ARE YOU DEAF??! I SAID I SMSED ALREADY. SHIT. DIAF GODAMMIT. Guys are 100x more sensitive than girls. SD is an emotional sissy. Why would I want to intentionally not call/sms? You think I want issit for you to call me so that I can get scolded? FUCK LA WTFWTFFFF. WHAT. THE. FUCKKKKKKKKK.

And mom's FB status is pissing me off. "U know that ur marriage is destined for infinity... To death do us part ... Kinda thing if ur partner scratches his bum in public and u r ok with it."

-end rant-

No worries if you're like

cause it's really just me cursing.

2011-03-22T22:55:00.001+08:00

First day of work. Too tired. Won't be posting now.

2011-03-22T01:05:00.002+08:00

Tomorrow I'm starting work~ Well today, actually. At Clementi library. Wooots. I'll be a busy productive woman again. Won't be moping around the house, sleeping all day anymore.

I'll be sure to post an update about the first day.
I hope there'll be some shuai ge or something.
Skali it's just us, eh. OTL Confirm plus chop chaos.

2011-03-21T17:41:00.003+08:00

Watched a movie at AMK Hub with Liyana, Iza and Hanisah.

World Invasion: Battle LA

I'm so glad I watched this! It was AWESOME.
Okay I'll break it to you right here, right now.
It's a war movie. A FREAKING WAR MOVIE!

I love war movies!! They're filled with pep talks and action.
"I don't know what we're fighting out there. But I do know this!
We're fighting for our land.. Our family.. Our COUNTRY, GODDAMNIT!"
Good story, great action. 3.5/5, how's that! Haha

Ah~~ So anyways, I don't think I want to watch a movie with Liyana ever again. HAHA. So embarrassed, she was the only person screaming all throughout the whole movie. Haha!! xDD But damn fun la. Like seriously, the rest of the viewers no emotion or what?? We were like "AH!!!! NOO!!! OMG!!!!!"

I want to watch more epic movies.

2011-03-21T04:24:00.002+08:00

Luffy: "It's heavy."

Zoro: "That's your burden as Captain. DON'T FALTER!
If you do, then who are we supposed to believe in?"

damn tsunami of tears TT____________TT One Piece is very intense.
You care too much about the characters. Even the ship.

2011-03-20T16:38:00.003+08:00

So yesterday was the supermoon, huh?

Me: "Hmmm.. It looks the same..."
Ali: "No it doesn't. It's rounder. Rounder than usual."

Right, right. wait WTF. LOL

2011-03-19T21:47:00.002+08:00

Headache. Damn fucking headache.

I feel so sick at myself.
Sitting here. Lying there. Doing nothing.
I will try get off my bum tomorrow.
And at least start jogging again.

I feel so sick.

2011-03-19T21:21:00.003+08:00

Garrett [Hedlund] Popcorn.
It's so addictive. I can't stop eating it.
I'm already getting sick. I mean puke-y sick.

My house too many chocolates and sweets and popcorn lately.

2011-03-19T01:27:00.001+08:00

"Life's great! Never better :D"

I want to be able to say this again.
It's not like there's anything in my way of saying it.
I just can't genuinely say it. Yknow.

2011-03-18T21:09:00.003+08:00

Ate Swensen's just now with Liyana.

I was at Tampines for a meetup, and had nothing to do after that. Planned to watch a movie, but the queue was TOO DAMN LONG OMG. And the movie I wanted to watch was starting already. So I texted Liyana~

I'm such a loser, I don't know how to withdraw money from the ATM.
Haha. Today went rather smoothly nonetheless.

Also, you know what I realised?
I/We don't eat fast-food anymore! Standard high a little. Now we only eat Seoul Garden, Pizza Hut, Swensen's, Mad Jack. LOL. Rich already ah?! FOOD. Is making me bankrupt. OTL

2011-03-18T21:03:00.003+08:00

I just got 2 red REC buttons in support of the land of the rising sun.
http://hitrecord.org/store/rec_button.html

YAY! I've always wanted a red RECord button!

2011-03-17T08:28:00.005+08:00

Because Phil Collins is just AWESOME.

2011-03-17T05:57:00.006+08:00

I can't believe I cried watching The Road To El Dorado.
Gosh what's wrong with me. Haha.

When Miguel and Tulio were fighting.
When Tulio was leaving with Chel.
When Miguel threw away his chance to stay.
GURGH. IT'S JUST A CARTOON!//smack self
CARTOONS. Full of [not so][discreet][innocent] slashes ;P
♥TULIO&MIGUEL♥

I love cartoons. waha.
Anastasia~ Mulan~ Lion King~ TARZANNN.
Prince of Egypt. Yeah PoE was my fa-fa-fav. HAH :8B
Ralph Fiennes voiced Ramses. VOLDEMORT. Even Prof.X is in it!
Long time never watch. Should I?

Nvm~ I'm already downloading Lion King. Nyaha.

ATLANTIS. OMG. IRON GIANT. TREASURE PLANET. JOE GORDON-LEVIT!
k stop getting excited. CANNOT. I'M HYPERVENTILATING RN.

2011-03-17T03:47:00.003+08:00

I'm actually a very emo person. LOL.
Shit I should stop laughing at everything. It's not even funny.

2011-03-17T02:36:00.006+08:00

If I said that I wrote this song for you
Would you believe me?
It might not be as well-written or beautiful like other songs
I want you to know that a love song
Can't be written if you're not in love.
But for you, I can write this song so easily.

SWEETEST.SONG.EVER.CAN?
LOVE YA, PCHY!

People should watch Love of Siam!
The tagline for this movie is "As long as you love, there is hope".

It's not a shoujo type. It's really a very drama/life/deep kind of story. The kind which leaves you thinking at the end. Touched but at the same time very sad(?) I can never understand it. My only conclusion is "Well that's life. It sucks TTM. Ne?"

Another movie which has been embedded in my SOUL is Mysterious Skin.
That movie seriously left me "FUCK.LIFE. WTF IS THIS? T____T"
GREAT MOVIES HAVE GREAT MONOLOGUES. DAMN IT. k.

Back to Love of Siam. When Mew was telling Tong about his kind of loneliness. Then Tong called out "Mew." and he gave him the one arm hug thing. OMG QUIT PULLING ON MY HEARTSTRINGS, GODDAMNIT!

"But you are alone. Aren't you lonely?"
"Frighteningly lonely."
"What do you mean? Frighteningly lonely?"
"It's like when we were younger, we were so lonely because
we didn't have a lot of friends. And now that we are grown up,
loneliness seems... just so much worse."

"So I have one question. If we can love someone so much how will we be able to handle it the one day when we are separated? And, if being separated is a part of life, and you know about separation well, is it possible, Tong, that we can love someone and never be afraid of losing them? At the same time, I was also wondering. Is it possible, that we can live our entire life without loving anyone at all? That's my loneliness."

2011-03-17T02:06:00.002+08:00

Shit! This guy/girl awesome lah!!

Thailand's Got Talent.
I prefer his/her version to the original song.

Lately I've been rather fascinated by the Thai. Their language sounds so funny. Like stuttering. and the writing, I laugh every time I see the writing. SO CURVY AND GOT DOT DOT!! HAHAH. K easily amused moment. The language sound so fun to speak also!! Sawadee ton chao! Chok dee!

Yeah that's about all I know. Hello (in the morning) and good luck. LOL.
But seriously!! Say it with me! "Chok dee" SO FUN RIGHT!!! puahahaha.-.

The level of fun is the same as shouting "SCOTTY!!!!"

heh.

2011-03-16T04:58:00.003+08:00

The worst thing that could ever happen.........

STOMACHACHE IN THE MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT.OMG.

GHOST, I DON'T CARE WHAT YOU DO TO ME.
JUST LET ME POOP FIRST!!!!!!!

2011-03-14T05:35:00.002+08:00

Pure Caramel is not bad..

I would very much like to try their Carrot Cake.
agaggagaga :Q_______

2011-03-14T05:22:00.005+08:00

I have a confession.

I'm actually afraid to eat fruits sometimes.
Because really, a lot of times, there are worms.
Especially banana. *shivers*

I'm absolutely terrified.

Sad. There are always bananas in the kitchen.
But I'm only able to eat them on the first day they are bought.
You know.

Apples and pears too, if they have a slight bruise.
I just can't T^T

2011-03-13T23:52:00.002+08:00

Grumpy old hag. Me.

2011-03-11T15:45:00.003+08:00

What I mean by ~ used in a wrong way

Earthquake hit Japan.
"a woman died when a building collapse onto her~"
"7.3m tsunami waves hit Fukushima~~"

You tell me there's nothing wrong with that.

2011-03-11T14:15:00.001+08:00

...like the loser ass I am

2011-03-10T12:41:00.003+08:00

Love of Siam.

IT'S SO FREAKIN ADORABLE. I love it so much.
Everything about it is cute and lovable.
T____T tsunami of tears.

Mario Maurer and Witwisit Hiranyawongkul.
I'm not even jealous Witwisit got to kiss Mario.
Because boy's love is never irritating!
Don't you agree??! No? Lol.

"You were sound asleep in my arms. I tried not to wake you."

2011-03-09T16:25:00.005+08:00

29 Feb 2011

The next day! I went to Dayspring Screening at Paragon for my Poly medical checkup. That place is so freakin AWESOME. The doctors(?) there all (okay most, not all) young lady doctors, wear very nice clothes. And since that place is only for people who made appointments, it went rather smooooth no need to wait too long.

And since everyone there is going to poly, it was like... pre-orientation outing/gathering. Hahaaa. I tested my social ability there. Not bad~ not bad~ Hhahahahah. Except...after awhile, I got really bored and lazy =___= Like "Hey your nails so cute you did them yourself?" then I realized...I was just thinking it instead of saying out the words. LOL

Got this damn SHUAI guy!!!!!! So TALL AND WHITE AND CUTE FACE OMG.
So nice also! When he was done and leaving, he smile and wave OMG SO CUTE.

His face like angel~~ Like p'shone/Mario Maurer!

No not Korean. No not even Japanese. He's Thai.
I want to say something, but... lol nvm.

2011-03-07T17:15:00.005+08:00

28 Feb 2011.

OSCARS. blablabla awesome. yeah. James Franco hot. uh huh.
Lol when I don't immediately post,
the feelings just not there anymore. yknow.

Then late that evening I had dinner with Azlin at Seoul Garden eHub. Father-daughter bonding session! Nyahahaha. Azlin finished eating when I wasn't even half done. =A= weak ah Azlin!!! Then leave me... So I continued eating until I felt the amount of food I ate was worth $28. Yep. By then it was almost 9 and I could barely stand up.

I figured I could force myself to walk to the Bus Interchange to let some of the food digest or go down. MISTAKE. THE AGONY. THE PAIN OMGGG. Wanted to puke, but that'd be such a waste. Hmm I dno, if a parang gang came attacking me that moment, I'd be like ah zzzz =A= *redhah*

2011-02-28T14:03:00.002+08:00

It's like I can't explain well with you.

2011-02-27T01:49:00.002+08:00

Saw is SICK.
I can't imagine watching Saw with Azlin.
Total swearfest

2011-02-26T01:12:00.008+08:00

SCOTTY! BRETT!!! James :'DD

Gah, I just love screaming out "SCOTTYYY!"
Cute name! Adorable guy. JAJAJAJAJA o(>w<)o

I love Brett's voice.
James, he's painful to listen to sometimes,
but I'm glad he made it through.

Paul, his soothing voice gives me goosebumps!
Casey, most talented.
Down syndrome, he can GTFO.

Wooh can't wait~ It's all in the hands of American now.

2011-02-26T00:33:00.004+08:00

"Dear all,

We have completed the handover for SRPL! And we received compliment from customer."

Nyaha. Boss just emailed about the completion of Serangoon Library. and all the payments have been transfered~ Time to go shopping, baby! Will set aside a few hundred for my Kendo expenses too.

Anyways, Serangoon library will open 11th March. It is located at NEX, rooftop 4R, above Citispa. You can take the lift beside Mad Jack at B1. Do come by and borrow the Chinese non-fiction, thank you. LOL why Chinese non-fiction? BECAUSE. It was the most troublesome section like sdjfpowijeoifje. No wait, can't compare to English baby =_= Now thattt was just the horror.

2011-02-24T11:25:00.002+08:00

I'm gradually losing my joy of living =_____=

I bet you you don't think so.
Yeah even I don't think so.

HAHA. Nanananana
Everything I say, everything I do is an exaggeration. Ne.

Same shit, different day.

2011-02-24T11:21:00.003+08:00

Bancho~Bancho~
Gah. He's only some matrep from SP......